Am I open to things developing in a different direction? yes but I am also not pushing for it with any kind of urgency and only time will tell.
We are all free to redefine ourselves at any time in our lives and brand our uniqueness against the landscape full of the bland conformity which much of the world seems to thrive on. Against this backdrop, I have arrived at a place of wonder which lifts my spirit every day and there is no price I can put on that.
I can only reflect and marvel at it and see it as my prize for the many years of paddling against the current.