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Coming Out

Coming out, particularly for those of us who are older, can be extremely frightening but, as I have personally discovered, we tend to be our own worst enemies here. We envision nightmare scenarios where everyone around us will abandon ship and never want to see us again. In the vast majority of cases however, this turns out to be false particularly if you handle things with sensitivity and deftness. You need to understand that for those close to us this can be a very shocking revelation even if ultimately it is not seen as a negative one.

I have not lost a single friend or family member over my being transgender mostly because they are all great people who have enough sensitivity and intelligence to know that I did not choose this path. It is simply who I am and always have been. My children have also been wonderful in large part because I brought them along slowly on my journey.

Therefore choose your occasions wisely and go slow and you will be mostly pleasantly surprised as to how coming out can be a very cathartic experience. It will likely lift a heavy weight from your shoulders you've been carrying for years and give you a new lease on life which is what it did for me.

Remember that if someone rejects you because you are trans, maybe they weren't worth knowing in the first place.

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When it is complete I will post the news here and will be happy to send you a free copy upon request in either PDF or eBook format. All I ask is that you provide me with some feedback once you're done reading it.

I'm only in the early stages so it will be a while.

Be well all of you....

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This will be my last blog post.

When I wrote recently that this blog had another seven years of life in it I was trying to convince myself that it was true. It was in fact a little bit of self delusion.

With almost 3,000 posts to date I have accomplished what I set out to do which was to heal myself and in the process share some of the struggle I had been through with others on the chance they might find some value in my words. After seven years of writing, my life still isn't perfect; no one's is. But I have discovered a path forward completely free of the trappings which society would have had me adopt so I could fit in.

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