confusion

The more I read about crossdreaming, autogynephelia, transsexuality, etc the more confused I get about where I am in the spectrum. All my investigations lead to more doors that need opening and paths to be explored. I was not even aware that crossdreamers don't necessarily crossdress.

One thing I do know is that the cold turkey approach definitely does not work and I am at least happier expressing Joanna out in public. My ability to somewhat pass is helping me to at least blend in as a woman. I am not sure how I would feel if I were very masculine looking but I had nothing to do with that so I'll just say thank God for that at least.

I will have my kids tomorrow so Joanna goes away but she's back on Sunday...

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