I've been dreaming about my ex gf on a regular basis. I wake up and remember dreams about kissing her or being close to her. It's a confusing time so I will allow myself this period of emotional ambiguity. Do I still love her? I know there's a period where the mind gets confused - it's a mix of anger, frustration, depression, euphoria, relief all rolled into one.

I know for sure that the distance is a good thing because it allows objectivity and reflection to take precededence. The time and the distance will allow the dust to settle. I know my mind is confused right now and sorting this fog out will take a while. Maybe in the end though a person like me can't be with someone else as dealing with this is hard enough.


Popular posts from this blog

Of your own making


Language matters