good thing I've got work

I'm messed up again. I haven't been this messed up since I got divorced except that it's a milder version of that earlier crisis. I don't trust my feelings anymore because I'm moving much too fluidly between emotions; highs and lows that are keeping me off kilter. I know that I will be able to trust myself again but right now I'm feeling destabilized and cynical about life. Happiness will be possible in the future or at least a certain contentment. I feel like I'm due for a period of stability after living the last five years in a constant state of flux....

Work is saving me right now.


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