I feel alone...

I know it's a symptom of the breakup period and my brain needs to heal from this big change, but I feel very alone. I am very pessimistic about ever being with anyone again and feel that if I did it would involve huge compromises about expressing myself as Joanna since no conventional woman welcomes this "disease".

I have been through much worse depression after my divorce so I know I will survive this period. It's still hard to go through it. In the past 5 years I have been through a health crisis, a divorce and now another breakup. To boot I have a condition that's basically given me mostly grief for most of my life.

God has a funny sense of humour I suppose. Work is keeping me busy and thank goodness for the focus that my kids provide. They are going to help me through this.


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