My children know I crossdress but have never been exposed to it. It was not my intent to tell them but my ex gf went ahead and spilled the beans. I don't necessarily think that was a bad thing mind you because it has opened up the lines of communication between us on that front. I have been able to explain a bit about my struggles to them and it has lifted a huge burden from my shoulders. Still I worry that this knowledge will encourage me to travel further down that path. It's easy to convince ourselves that kids are buoyant and can roll with the punches. While that can be true I know that the divorce they witnessed did have an impact and they have literally come out and told me that they would be distraught if I became a woman.
I pray about all this and will give myself gestation time. Maybe circumstances will fall into place and help me develop some certainty either way. Lord give me strength.