Christmas party

Last night I went to my company's party. It was a well attended affair with probably close to 700 people making the trip to the Italian banquet hall where it was held. It was the first time I had attended one of these functions on my own and it felt a bit strange. I was glad I came however as the meal and the company at our table were both good reasons to have made the journey.

I found myself at various times looking at a few women, simultaneously wishing I were them and being drawn to them as potential love interest. Nothing new for a person like me but it was particularly strong last night without the focus that a date would have given me. As stated in my previous post, I need to get a point where I come to an acceptance that I will stay on my own and be totally at ease with that.

Last night made that task just a little bit harder.

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