My own version of transition will be painstakingly slow and that's the way it needs to be. Like the slow and deliberate peeling of an orange because I have had more layers to peel off than most. An Orthodox religious upbringing frought with guilt and shame which stiffled any attraction I may have exhibited towards my femaleness.
Also any kind of relationship with a female at this stage will be frought with conflict and compromise. No one wants a person stuck between genders and focusing on another person will stall my progress. I have learnt that lesson twice now. So I am relaxed and ready to undertake the next chapter of my life.
I will pray and reflect on what needs to happen next. I have a lot of support and I feel positive about life. I also have my health. What more could I ask for.