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the woman inside

It doesn't matter what the external plumbing is. First understanding that you are a woman on the inside, is what helps immeasurably in your ability to relate to the world. Once this knowledge became entrenched and allowed myself the freedom to be who I was, dealing with others became far easier. The way I relate to other women today and they relate to me is as if I had always been one. There is an instant connection and ability to communicate.

Its fascinating how this happens as you discover what was there all along was being impacted by your efforts to make a go of it as a man in the world.

I allow that woman inside free expression and it is effortless. It is also why I am able to blend in with a level of success I never could have thought possible as witnessed by that gaggle of teenage girls who don't give me a second thought as they pass me or that woman I chat with at the coffee line.


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